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Coming up on 8 months sober
I promised myself in March that I would be sober until the end of homestays + 1 month, at the bare minimum. Then my sister sent me a beer for my birthday, which I drank. So May 24 until today without a drink.

This feels like the worst choice I've ever made.
Hypolite Petovan friendica (via ActivityPub)
Drinking that beer or staying sober for 8 months?
Staying sober

It's awful
Hypolite Petovan friendica (via ActivityPub)
I'm sorry, friend. You know why you did it, and I believe it was a good reason. Of course you can reexamine it now.
I mean - I can reexamine it - but I think it's probably incorrect.

Part of it is that this time requires more awareness of me, and me to to be available. Pregnant wife and 20 month old kid and all that. I gotta be *aware* and can't let myself go that far.

Ya know.

But thanks.

I am also just kinda updating things to feel like I said it